Lucky

When, when I am down I lay my hands upon this ground For the thousandth time I call him in, his earth is mine Before I make the offering Remember all the faces that I've seen Now all the marks have settled on my skin From all the different places that I've been That I've been And I feel the light for the very first time Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive And I feel the light for the very first time Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive War inside my mind Behind my eyes, is coming down For the thousandth time I feel too numb to even mind Before I make the offering Remember all the faces that I've seen Now all the marks have settled on my skin From all the different places that I've been That I've been And I feel the light for the very first time Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive And I feel the light for the very first time Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive I, I don't know where I am Where I'll go Where to even begin when I know What lies behind makes no sense in my mind But I know that it's time to let go, oh And I feel the light for the very first time Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive And I feel the light for the very first time Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive I'm lucky to be alive I'm lucky to be alive