Hey Jane

Always, always, always wear a condom Don't trust- hey jane, we got the news and ain't know what to do i didn't panic i was comforting you still in shock, but damn, delayed response, is this really true? if this was bound to happen to me, i'm lucky it's you hey jane ya hair long and ya legs long and we can both relate to the fact that our dads gone, couple good qualities on you we could pass on, you're not dumb, and your face good and your head strong hey jane i know my mom would be excited as hell i know your mom would be excited as well but people talk so let's pretend we ain't got no one to tell i know our exes wanna see us in hell this ain't about them tho, this ain't about kinfolk, this our decision with a small window, i wanna jump out, but if you wanna stay in the room, i cannot bug out, time blocking the driveway, i cannot pull out now, i didn't pull out wow i'm disappointed in me, this ain't like me how could i be reckless, this ain't my lifestyle, never had no scare, in my life til now ain't in the space to raise no got damn child hey jane, i'm terrified, i'm petrified, i don't wanna give my freedom up, or sanitize it this my fault, the results are justified i fucked up i'm stressed out, i'm dead inside hey jane, who am i to come bitch and complain? you gotta deal with all the mental and the physical change all the heaviest emotions and the physical pain just to give the kid the man last name? fuck that our resumes unmet, the bus stopped at like, we ain't make it to love yet took a shortcut to forever i'm upset (fuck) cause we was in the back, no strings with our tongues wet we haven't boat tripped we haven't argued we're still learning each other i don't know all of you (mm-hm) And you don't know all of me (mm-hm) how am i to live with? that is not a good foundation to have kids with or maybe it is, maybe it's not, just not yet maybe this is a blessing in disguise and not a regret look jane, it's your choice at the end of the day just know i'll support either way, no pressure hey t, we got the news and i forgot how to breathe In a panic you was comforting me damn, what do we do? what are the odds, is this really true? if it was bound to happen to me i'm lucky it's you hey t, ya legs long and ya waist thin, and we can both relate to the fact we got great skin, you're not dumb, and your energy is a good mood, a lil weird but overall you're a good dude hey t, how would you feel if we kept it a secret it's a voice inside me begging to keep it i'm 35, and my ovaries might not reset i don't wanna live my whole life feeling regret damn, a feeling you could never understand (I can) you just hope to god i get my period again i was 24 when... look i don't wanna go through that experience again hey t, things happen, no one is wrong but i don't need the stress, i can do this alone My mom did it, ya mom did it, this ain't a pride thing, this a more i'd prefer to have peace of mind thing i got my own bread i don't need you to buy things cause my needs don't include your money or status i can move back to london and avoid any static between us, no need to make it hard like callous It's too much on your palate, this is really traumatic for me, i can raise it by myself i'm dramatic you see, pushing people out my life is a habit i seethe, can you crack a window so i can breathe? hey t, i'm scared too, it was so hard for me to tell you to tell truth, i ain't wanna tell me i look in the mirror like damn i failed me i'm scared to tell my momma, scared to tell my bitches scared of all the people who don't know us in our business scared of all the advice and my intuition scared of not knowing but too scared to make decisions said i wouldn't do this again it's a lose if I lose lil bruh in the end it's a lose lose if i lose you as a friend i've been losing myself, it ain't no one to defend me i got a mini version of myself living in me you pulling out your hair, i walk around in a frenzy i'm feeling the resentment anytime you get near me my body has a clock and i don't know where the end be emotions is throwing around like a frisbee my titties getting bigger and I'm craving a ten piece! t, no matter the decision today i just want us to be cool either way no pressure