WILSHIRE

Fuck, yeah Met you on a Saturday Knew it was somethin' soon as you spoke it Eye fucking across the table, don't think anybody noticed You asked me if I was coming to city you from Maybe we should kick it, I was interested That would be dumb, if I denied Long legs, good ears, great taste Smell good, sense of humor, obvious a good face And we clicked, we was at each other's hips I ain't even wanna fuck 'Cause your presence was enough You and I make sense, you stayed back at my telly We was chattin' 'til morning, vibration was heavy I wasn't drowning or yawning That's when I told you my feelings You told me you felt the same But you got homie you dealin' with Damn, I didn't know, that's a bit unexpected But I get it, it's whatever, least I can do is respect it We still gon' kick it and check-in like nothin' could ever stop it The problem is he's my friend But if I'm honest, I'm really hoping you drop him It's morals I really have, it's lines I could never cross But you got somethin' that make All them good intentions get lost I try to keep it together, never felt this way We spent 'bout two weeks together, only skipped one day And they say, "Bros over hoes", I'm like, "Hmm, nah, hey" I would rather hold your hand than have a cool hand shake But whatever, we still could be friends It still could be chance I'ma play it cool, we got something we cannot pretend It's, it's like starting a race And then when you take off They like, "No, no, it's not a end" It was too late and shit FaceTiming it ain't 'bout nothing You laughing, packing your luggage It's nothing incriminating but please delete our discussions You hit me with the look and replied like, "Duh, bitch" Don't want your man to think that we creepin' behind his back Cross the line, cross the line, cross the- Nah, we never did that Although I haven't seen him in months Shit is rare he never hit back Anyway, convince him to bring you to me So we can kick it Right in front of his lenses, since nothing here is malicious You sat by me in that movie We went outside for them doobies We walkin' off when we talk Man, that nigga not fucking stupid He see it, he know it's somethin' We fronting like, "Ha-ha-ha" Whenever we "Ha-ha-ha" we subtly press his buttons Not on purpose, but, man, I found my purpose If I fucked our friendship up for you, I think it's worth it But, nah, I can't do that, that nigga don't deserve it And plus y'all got depth I'm just a nigga on the surface, for real Surface I said surface, like, 'cause they got roots Like, I'm the new nigga You know, they be fuckin' Yuh, yuh Didn't see you a couple weeks Think he want you away from me Know y'all argue 'bout if you mad You met him before you met me I feel guilty but not as much as I should I tried to have that self-control but not as much as I could I been down for days You're in my city and I can't see your face I can't eat, knowing you with him and not at my place I never been jealous of another man Especially when I have everything I want at hand Except you, you You know, I got every damn car, multiple cribs But it's like, "No, I want that" He left for some days I cleared out my sched, I cleared out my head You dropped off at mines I say that we fled, no you pick a place We could Tulum, or we could Capri, or die right here As long as you with me, I'll be at peace You was supposed to go back home to see your bestie I told you I can't hit that zone, too busy next week You was like, "Hmm, I'll stay a week, she'll get over that" Seven days wit me Your nigga like, "Where the fuck you at?" Dirtying my bakin' pots, tennis at my momma spot Chauffered in the Rolls The back entrance at them restaurants Parks playing chess games, giving wigs pet names Manicures, night swims, Jerrod providing methane Shopping 'til we dropping, what you copping? See, the price is not an option It's investments 'cause your smile is the profit to me I know around him you gotta act like you not into me I know your answer But you gotta keep it honest with me Said you can't fully be into me 'cause you with him Then why the fuck when we link It's like he doesn't exist? They all know that we're friends But we both aware that it's more Everything I got, if you say the word, then it's yours The only thing I'm missing in life I know you could be it And everyone around me that care about me can see it I could fuck a trillion bitches Every country I done been in Men or women, it don't matter If I seen 'em, then I had 'em But with you, it's a feeling 'Cause we're twinnin' and we're matchin' You stayed in the car When I went on date with that actress Whole time I'm eatin', I couldn't wait to get back In the back of that car with you And talk about who we are You told me when you're with me it's like heroin Told me that your confidence went up since we befriended And told me that you didn't wanna hurt him Why we doing this? Told me this a awkward situation And you just wanna be through with it Told me every time you not with him it started problems Told me every time you not with me, you always ponder What kinda sweater I'm wearing What music have I been finding Girl, you know that I'ma play it whenever That's what we bonded over You said you told him the truth and you never lied Now he lookin' at you with them eyes We never crossed the line But he got every right to be a little pissed off He you picked up, y'all got in argument He got his shit off My energy like, "Get lost" Your energy just want peace I couldn't even tell you his energy 'cause he don't speak He ain't even call you his bitch Until he seen me make you smile That nigga threatened as shit I'm in the wrong, tho I picked you up, your energy off Your lips really dry, something is off You asked if I gotta, I asked if you gotta We tripping on our words Nobody is lying, Hakuna Matata We sat in the car and cried for an hour My shirt look like a shower head got it We called it off I'll skip the details but that night I seen hell You was in a room I was paying for, I took 3 L's No, I didn't sleep well, woke up and my knees fell They buckled to the ground I cannot walk, shit, I need Vill Next day I'm drivin' 'round the city With no destination back up Water in my eyes kept falling like Niagra Vill right beside me making sure I didn't crash Or do something heinous 'Cause I'm emotionally jabbed up You checked every box, thought it was it Felt like I got led on and pushed off a cliff No, I'm in the wrong, that was friend No, fuck that, the energy we had Never again will find it You're in the wrong, gotta remind you 'Bout the times that you stepped Gotta rewind it Talkin' 'bout our kinks, real cautious with the links You don't do that type of shit When you're in relationship And you're 100 with your mate So don't go actin' like no saint This a two way street And shit, you knew what I was on And while that nigga out and gone You was lounging in my home Shit, I even let you meet my momma and y'all got along But shit, I'll take my L, tho it's not fun You still got yo nigga and still had yo fun Shit, I can't even look at you and think about bad words That's why I called and said We couldn't end this on bad terms We straight like bad perm We'll always be good friends And laugh about it on a sandy beach While our back burns, huh This my perspective, this how I feel I ain't fabricate nothing, I kept it real I told you I loved you and always will And if he ever put his hands on you Promise I'll get him killed, true True, true, true, yeah On God, I love that girl I'm a sh-, I'm a bad person Like, I'm in the wrong, I'm a bad person I had no ill intentions, though Shit, everybody got hurt I got hurt It's a shit situation All the morals and power you have Just vanish when a certain energy is nearin' And those feelings got so much gravity And it's out of your control It made me realize adults Don't know what they doing either We're all just children I ain't mean to fuck nobody's shit up, man I thought I was bulletproof She proved me wrong, man I felt 200 percent with her It was beautiful I was able to feel But it was, it was bad timing And I'm mad private with this side of my life 'Cause people are weirdos, and I just try to keep anyone I care about in the shadows Safe from the commentary and spotlight and thoughts 'Cause it's just a story for the people outside of it But I guess you're just another chapter in a book