Messed Up (Momma)

This year from now You know I'm saying No apologise Gangsta bro gangsta grill Tell me when will I see you smile again That's all I want to see Never never know her Never never know her Never never know her I know her Never never know her I missed her Aye say ma, you know I wanna apologize for any and everything I ever put You through, and I also wanna let you know that any hurt I caused it was Non intentional. I'm here to tell you I'm sorry. Mama, I just wanna apologize for 20 some years of pain now I realize All this shit I put u through, back and forth to juvenile ma ian have a Clue When grandma went to church, I was selling work Walked up in Trezevant high with dat 38 under my shirt They tried to kick me out mama came back a damn fool They let me right back in, but wat I go and do Skipped class, catch me on all 3 lunches, smoking og kush a nigga had da Munchies All the hurt I caused high speed chases from da laws Neighborhood gang fight a nigga done it all Ma overall I just want a better life For you and my sister that's why I stop sellin' white Ma every night and every day I contemplate about da day dey came took chuck away Den I wasn't afraid, to go to jail Dats when I hit da streets, start givin' dese niggas hell But in yo eyes, I know dat wasn't da right choice I thank you for yo love and support Dats why I jus wanna 'pologize. Cause you know I messed up baby Cause you know I messed up baby Cause you know I messed up baby Cause you know I messed up baby (Yeah, a this dis real life shit homie See niggas make musik I make musik from the heart A drama you know I jus tell it how I live it homie Dats da only way I know how) Daddy he a OG brutha he was a hustla too Shit run in my bloodline What the fuck you think I'm a do Mama down bad Car repoed and the rent was due Fo I let her starve I'm off da porch without a fuckin' clue Pistol in my hand no mask Who would ever knew Goon turned rapper to millionaire Look what life a do Mama got a big house on the hill and it's white too Think she goin' cocaine crazy jus got a white coupe Mama say she proud of me All dese niggas who doubted me Raised me ta be a real nigga Memphis brought it out of me Ridgecrest apartments Slangin' dope down on Garland Feds givin' out too much time, fuck it um robbin' Mama say she gon pray fa me Know dat dey got a place fa me Told her I had a plan And this musik gon make a way fa me Sorry fa all the pain Tears and all the shame But mama you know I love ya And I promise u I'm a change (I am) Hands in da air U know I speak fa all real niggas around the world (Cause you know I messed up baby Cause you know I messed up baby) Nigha we fall we get back up We make mistakes we make up nigha You feel me You ever got yo mama do kicked in Jumped out da rental car and now you had to leave it there. (Cause you know I messed Up baby Cause you know I messed up baby) Know what um sayin', this dat life homie And to my nighas who lost dey life in dese streets Fo dey got a chance to tell dey mama dey sorry (Cause you know I messed up baby cause you know I messed up baby) Aye gotti gon tell her fa you homie. Cause you know I messed up baby Cause you know I messed up baby