Let Hollywood

I had to get out of Hollywood Get back to the trenches They said they need me Little fish I used to cop my little reggie Tryna feed myself My cousin had that work But I ain't need no help Man I was so ****** up I couldn't believe myself That's why I be at the jeweler Tryna freeze myself 'Cause my heart so cold We ain't got no goals All these young niggas killin' like They ain't got no souls Talkin' grandma's keys Before I cop my Rolls It was all so sweet until Dashawn told Really hurt my heart Ripped my feelings apart Out in Philly it's dark We was really so scarred But actin' silly so hard But we just wanted some love Mama workin', daddy dead I just wanted a hug Why you think we spillin' spade When we go to the club All my homies think I smoke We just rollin' it up I'm stressed out ******s got drugs feel left out So I went to chasin' them birdies I went south, nigga it I went from goin' to school To towin' them tools and makin' a move Said I would win, said I would lose, ******t We're so confused Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord We was breakin' the rules Trappin' to get some food Risking freedom for jewels Knowin' that all I need I'm spending money on jewels Jeweler like gettin' food They told us that this was cool Caught my first case It was me vs the state I just wanted some steak And some food on my plate Came up from ******t I'm like how can you hate I'm just tryna be great I survived with the snakes Look what they did to Lil Kodak and Gates' I can't lose faith I just want ******ne like the stars and my wraith We go to war in fatigues like it's bape I don't feel safe, can't sleep without it Master with them P's Yeah boy I'm bout it bout it Brought me to my knees back When everybody doubted Can't let my youngins see me fold I'm too solid If I stand on it, I'ma stand on it Put some bags on the scale Put some grams on it This the only ******t I knew I seen my man done it Tryna be like niggas That were never there for us We ain't have no guidance I went from goin' to school To towin' them tools and makin' a move Said I would win, said I would lose, ******t We're so confused Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord We was breakin' the rules Trappin' to get some food Risking freedom for jewels Knowin' that all I need I'm spending money on jewels Jeweler like gettin' food They told us that this was cool Coppin' scooby niggas out the radar radar ******s puttin' ******s in the graveyard graveyard Jobs told us beat it like an A&R A&R So we play with heart ****** it we gon' play it raw (****** it) Cut the lights, told my momma They ain't stayin' off (they ain't) They killed my daddy And it turned me to a man, dog (they did) We play with rugers Play with Glocks, we ain't playin ball ******t we tryna stay alive it's a standoff(for real) My life for your life (your life) Go to war like we got like four lives Talkin' before like, all this lil' rap shit Where I'm from if you turn eighteen Then that's More Life For real nigga When you have no voice Ain't nobody hear us So we ain't have no choice I went from goin' to school To towin' them tools and makin' a move Said I would win, said I would lose, ******t We're so confused Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord We was breakin' the rules Trappin' to get some food Risking freedom for jewels Knowin' that all I need I'm spending money on jewels Jeweler like gettin' food They told us that this was cool