Everything To Me

I'm tired and ain't been sleeping And right now I'm barely breathing Reaching for you but you're not there I miss your conversation The way you taste, your smiling face and These pictures hurt when I sit and stare And oh, you're so beautiful to me And I have been so blind, I couldn't see I've been lying to you, baby I've been dying inside lately Lord knows I been lying to myself So selfish, I could kill me So empty, I feel filthy I took your love and placed it on a shelf Well, oh, you're so beautiful And I can't help myself You been the voice of reason I've been up late night preaching You took the fall each time I fell But still you stayed and loved me And right now with God up above me I swear he saved me from myself And oh, you're so beautiful And deep And I've been chasing things that I don't need I've been lying to you, baby I've been dying inside lately Lord knows I been lying to myself So selfish, I could kill me So helpless, I feel filthy I took the first step but Lord knows I need twelve And oh, you're so beautiful And I can't help myself And I know I'm no stranger to the rain So don't be trying to wash away the pain Wash away the pain I've been lying to you, baby Half high and crying crazy And Lord knows I've been lying to myself So selfish, I could kill me So empty, I feel filthy I tried it my way but this time I need help And I pray, someday, love will set us free And even if this wasn't meant to be Please know you are everything You're everything to me