Lonely Day

Such a lonely day Such a lonely day The most loneliest day of my life Why I gotta overthink Knowing that it won't solve anything Why I gotta go to war when I write these bars Looking for the calm that it bring Always living with my guards up feeling like I'm in a quarantine And my only exit be the pen's tip hoping they know what I mean Because I hide it feeling kind of insecure That's the life of an introvert Rather be alone with some Hennessy and weed till my vision is a blur And I feel numb Feelings I don't feel none I just talk to myself every time I need advice from a real one Because my people never understand me Not my friends, not my family Even though they be right here why it feel like they abandon me Because we got different goals And we got different views So we just grew apart Hope you know I miss you Hope u know Such a lonely day The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day The most loneliest day of my life Feeling like I don't got no home Late at night riding solo I just hit rock bottom not an Impala when I say I'm low low I just roll me up a couple O's though What I seen done made me lack trust Look him in his eyes you can tell wounds never healed They just patched up like it's bandaids Underneath so bleak And my mama still so sad because my older bro and me still don't speak Both of us just so weak Holding on to resentment So when we get together with the fam everyone can feel that tension And I know she been through too much Didn't wanna add more pain I know we just being so lame Giving no one else more blame But we got different goals And we got different views So we just grew apart Hope you know i miss you Hope you know Such a lonely day The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day The most loneliest day of my life