Right Next Door To Hell - 2022 Remaster

Yeah I'll take a nicotine, caffeine, sugar fix Jesus, don't you get tired of turning tricks? But when your innocence dies, you'll find the blues Seems all our heroes were born to lose Just walkin' through time, you believe this heat Another empty house, another dead end street Gonna rest my bones, sit for a spell This side of Heaven this close to Hell Right next door to Hell Why don't you write a letter to me? I said I'm right next door to Hell And so many eyes are on me Right next door to Hell I got nowhere else to be Right next door to Hell Feels like the walls are closing in on me My mama never really said much to me She was much too young and scared to be Hell, Freud might say that's what I need But all I really ever get is greed And most my friends they feel the same Hell, we don't even have ourselves to blame But times are hard and thrills are cheaper As your arms get shorter, your pockets get deeper Right next door to Hell Why don't you write a letter to me? I said I'm right next door to Hell So many eyes are on me Right next door to Hell I never thought this is where I'd be But right next door to Hell Thinkin' time'll stand still for me Fuck you Bitch Not bad kids, just stupid ones, yeah We thought we'd own the world and gettin' used was havin' fun I said we're not bad kids, just lucid ones, yeah Flowin' through life not collectin' anyone So much out there, still so much to see Time's too much to handle, time's too much for me It drives me up the walls, it drives me out of my mind Can you tell me what this means, huh?