No. 29

Kerosene, dopamine, chemical induced Fantasy and fame, yeah, the things we choose Show me hate, show me love, make me bulletproof Yeah, we call this shh normal Run away, out of sight, don't know what I want Wish I had a minute just to turn me off Kerosene, dopamine, what I gotta do? Yeah, we call this shh normal Heavy is the head when you chasin' true Will you color me red? Will you color me blue? Two sides of a coin and they both ain't true Is it different for me? Is it different for you? Got me feelin' things unusual, and I live them all Got me and my feelings up on this wall And my knees Kerosene, dopamine, chemical induced Fantasy and fame, yeah, the things we choose Show me hate, show me love, make me bulletproof Yeah, we call this shh normal Run away, out of sight, don't know what I want Wish I had a minute just to turn me off Kerosene, dopamine, what I gotta do? Yeah, we call this shh normal How I'm 'posed to feel? Used to think that I was built with a heart made of steel Now I understand the truth, some pain don't heal If everything's just happy, that ain't real (That ain't real) I breathe everything out like a thousand times Normal and special, they are just some lines One deep sigh, then it slips away, fades away What I try to keep never want to stay Runaway, pushin' me, pullin' me Said you wanted all of me But what is even all of me? Suddenly, part of me is hauntin' me Heard the things they callin' me What the hell you want from me? Got me feelin' things unusual, and I live them all Got me and my feelings up on this wall And my knees Kerosene, dopamine, chemical induced Fantasy and fame, yeah, the things we choose Show me hate, show me love, make me bulletproof Yeah, we call this shh normal Run away, out of sight, don't know what I want Wish I had a minute just to turn me off Kerosene, dopamine, what I gotta do? Yeah, we call this shh normal No, we, no, we, no, we call this shh normal No, we, no, we, no, we call this shh normal, yeah No, we, no, we, no, we call this shh normal